Tuesday, August 23, 2011

ready or not

Hey, look what I get to delve into tomorrow.

Last time we did this, I felt giddy on Pincushion Eve; like things were finally going to start happening for us. Tonight I feel a little excited, a little detached, and scared out of my ever loving mind that it isn't going to work. I think I'm still rattled from the chemical pregnancy, and I'm really, really scared that we're going to pour all of this money and time and emotion into this cycle come up empty-handed again. Just trying to take deep breaths and focus on the positive.

The odds are on our side. 
This worked for us last time. 
No reason not to hope for the best.


anofferingoflove said...

yay for boxes o' drugs! those pictures excite me every time!

your mantra is a good one - the odds are on you side and there is no reason not to expect the best! :)

and, lmao at "Pincushion Eve"! :D

Lucy said...

How exciting! I can definitely see why you'd have a mix of emotions, but we're all cheering for you (and sending preggo vibes)! Good luck :)

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jessie said...

I am SOOOO excited!